Tag: depression

• What Is Self-Love?

  

  I haven’t made a blog post in a while. I haven’t updated my social media accounts either. So, why is this? Here’s the full story.

  Jax Bayne

  6 Jun 2020

  autism, Autobiographical, Life Update, Psychology, Random Thoughts

  acceptance, adhd, anxiety, autism, autistic, bipolar, borderline, borderline personality disorder, burn out, choice, choices, comic books, Comics, compassion, cptsd, depression, despair, despondency, empathy, executive dysfunction, executive functioning, guilt, health, healthy lifestyle, kindness, lifestyle, love, mental health, mental illness, modelling, neurodiverse, neurology, overwhelmed, ptsd, recovery, respect, self-care, self-love, self-worth, social media, streaming, tolerance, trauma, twitch, understanding, validation

• Vulnerability & Shame

  

  What makes you feel vulnerable? What triggers feelings of shame for you? The harder it is to open ourselves to the possibility of being vulnerable, the more likely we have experienced some form of trauma in our lives. The earlier on in our lives that we were exposed to something traumatic, the more ingrained those neural pathways are, meaning the more likely the roads that leads to us experiencing feelings like shame are well travelled.

  Jax Bayne

  24 Apr 2020

  Activism, autism, communication, Psychology, Random Thoughts

  afraid, anger, anxiety, apathy, apology, ashamed, authenticity, bravery, break the cycle, change, comfort zone, community, compassion, connectedness, connection, control, courage, cruelty, depression, disconnectedness, disconnection, discrimination, egocentricity, emotional vulnerability, empathy, exclusion, fear, frustration, gratitude, grief, guidance, guilt, happiness, hate, healing, hurt, insecurity, joy, judgment, kindness, life, mental health, mental illness, misery, neural networks, neurology, neuropsychology, neuroscience, numbness, pain, perfection, perfectionism, personal responsibility, prejudice, pride, psychological disorders, Psychology, psychotherapy, purpose, self-worth, selfishness, sensorimotor therapy, shame, social responsibility, suffering, support, therapists, trauma, trauma work, vulnerability, vulnerable

• This Too Shall Pass

  

  “It’s funny, isn’t it? The things that matter? The truth is none of it matters. And the truth is all of it matters tremendously. It’s a wonder any of us ever get out of bed at all. And yet, we get out of bed.”

  Jax Bayne

  17 Apr 2020

  Activism, autism, Psychology, Random Thoughts, Rants

  ambition, anger, anxiety, apathy, arrogance, autism, autistic, behavioural health, bojack, bojack horseman, change, comfort zone, conditioning, cptsd, depression, despair, despondency, discipline, dread, emotions, encouragement, executive dysfunction, fear, feelings, getting out of bed, grief, happiness, hope, hoplessness, mental health, mental illness, mindfulness, misery, neural networks, optimism, pain, patience, perseverence, psychological disorders, Psychology, ptsd, rumination, sadness, selfishness, strength, stress, suicidal ideation, thought patterns, tolerance, trauma, weakness, willpower

• Recent Thought Trains

  

  Part of my black or white, all or nothing, rigid thinking includes me vacillating between thinking that I have super awesome unique talents, skills, traits, and attributes that are worthwhile, positive, useful, helpful, and beneficial and feeling that my strong personality, preferences, opinions, and ways of expressing myself are too difficult for people to find worth tolerating or putting up with.

  Jax Bayne

  22 Jan 2020

  Activism, Life Update, Psychology, Rants

  acceptance, actuallyautistic, anxiety, asc, aspergers, aspergerssyndrome, aspie, aspies, autie, auties, autism, autism spectrum, autismacceptance, autismadvocacy, autismadvocate, autismspectrum, autismspectrumconditions, autist, autistic, autisticadult, autistics, autists, awareness, challenges, confusion, depression, developmental disability, disability, disabled, life, masking, medical fields, medicine, mind blindness, neurodiverse, neurodiversity, neurology, obstacles, Psychology, stereotypes, stereotyping, struggles, support, understanding, unmasking

• A Form of BPD Depression

  

  A Form of Borderline Depression

  Jax Bayne

  13 Mar 2018

  Psychology

  borderline, borderlinepersonalitydisorder, bpd, depression, mental health, mental illness, mentalhealth, mentalillness, psychological disorders, psychologicaldisorders, Psychology